Everything is continually changing universally then alone inside an individual.
I’m a quiet wanderer who generally feels nostalgic for a past that doesn’t belong to me. I travel to a vast expanse of unprecedented places which are often unheard of to the majority of people. It’s lovely to go to such desolate places as it feels as though you are treading on a secret underlying world, so unseen and spectacular. It is the most pleasurable thing to escape the hassles of day to day living to travel and explore to these extraordinary secluded alcoves.
I consider myself to be esoteric. I seemingly confide only within myself due to lack of trust in others. I go generally disregarded now, undignified in the eyes of most others. I am rarely compassionate towards people, I could apologize but unfortunately it is a burden I carry. I have quite a few superstitions and if you ever bother to get to know me you are bound to acknowledge these after some time.
When I become deeply involved with inner ambitions I work to the extremity to achieve what I am aiming for, yet it is often doubtful I will ever use this work ethic for something worthwhile. I find it very hard to get motivated unless its something I really want, most of the time the constant distraction of imagination is blameworthy for this. I yearn for some one quaint to enter my life and make me feel all kinds of new feelings as I am yet to have ever stumbled across someone so intriguing.
I’m beginning to grow tired of being single and lonesome, yet in the midst of this is the comfort of not having the hassle of socializing. Most of the time I thoroughly enjoy nights alone with my creativity and imagination.
Most of my time I enjoy extending my imagination and knowledge. I love creativity and I become deeply infatuated with creative, imaginative people with independent style.
A lot of you will not bother to delve into my life but if you were to I’m sure you would be surprised, I do have a lot to offer but only to people who I find worthy of my time.
A chapter has ended in my life and a new one has already taken its place. I’m not looking back on the past, it has passed for a reason and its definitely time to move on and look to the future whilst living in the present. I’m continually creating myself and if you find that ‘fake’, then you don’t understand the creativity one can have within themselves. If there is a quality I don’t appreciate about myself I have the ability to change it. Take this with gratitude that you can accordingly change to suit your needs and wants; I do.
I can be whoever I want to be and I love the freedom of it.